Ok so today i had my colposcopy and it was the worst thing ever.. they had to cut 3 samples from my cervix for testing and every time it cut it was like the worst cramps i have ever had.. its all swollen now and hurts so bad.. but i basically found out i do have HPV and i might have to have th front of the cervix removed so that the cells are gone and dont turn into cancer later in life. If what happened today hurt as bad as it did i dont even want to be awake for the next procedure.
I didnt expect that it would hurt that bad but it did and i was near tears.. but then i got McDonalds with mom and went to LeeLee and got some foods. We are basically going to lose our house i think bills are behind at least 4 months and its getting very bad. its all my mom's boyfriends' fault and i told her to move on.. she took the advice and is going on a date with a better man named Rick this weekend. I just want to see Alex and hold him its not even funny. with everthing that is going on i just need him and nothing else..
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