2009.2.25-Wednesday

Today was probably one of the worst days i have had in a while.. I am trying to find alternative places for me to live if the Apartment application falls through. So i am Stressed about that and i Woke up Pissed of that my mom could Yet again take back that Piece of shit boyfriend of hers.. I know if we live together he will hate me and i dont care.. i will not act like i like him or act civil to a little boy that lied to my mom for 5 months and has no balls whatsoever. I am done with his bullshit but my mom is still Stupid enough to deal with it and that is her own business but she can't expect me to like him or even be civil to him because i wont. I also hate that the new girl cant ask a simple question like " does the dog need a haircut" because when i come in a two and there is a dog for me to groom and she says its just a batha dn i go to the trouble of washing it just to have the owner (whos Bf happens to be an old classmate of mine) wanted it to have a hair cut i get the blame for it.. And if i serioulsy have to clean up the Piss after her dog one more day i am going to scream.. She brings the dog to work but doesnt take it out and then leaves it in the kennel all day ITS GOING TO PISS!! Ughh i am so sick of feeling like at any moment ill be homeless and not have a place to go, Not enough money to go there, and no car to get there.. its not fun and my BF doesnt get why i am so depressed all the time and feel like a loser.