2009.3.30-Monday

ok so today i was in a Mildly good mood until a woman with a Boxer comes in and asks for a Nail trim and says that the last person to do it Filed them down too( which is Bullshit no one does that).. she then says that she doesnt have enough to get a bath so just the nails. Like always you Dont leave the dog in there for a nail trim you stay there and wait while we do it.. He was huge so i cut them on the floor.. I also to be nice Took the time to File the dogs nails too.. he was acting up and she said we will forget about the back ones he is being bad.. so i wrote the ticket GAVE her a 3$ off Coupon, said have a good day and got NO response. Hayley comes in and sounds infuriated and tells me that she is complaining that she Shouldnt have to pay at all cuz she " Helped me do my Job" , " she had to hold the dog" Ummmm No this lying little Bitch didnt do anything to that extent. It was Ridiculous that even Evan wanted nothing to do with her and told her " lady look just forget it and Leave. So she did.. I refuse to do her dog anymore i will remember him and her and Not help them next time.. Fuck that noise.

Annoyed annoyed annoyed..

This weekend was nice i saw Alex he was sweet.. he had a tendency to not listen to me which annoys me so much. but its ok he will learn..

2009.3.24- Monday

Today was nice. i felt pretty good all day that is a big change.
I also worked and at work i did one dog that's owner's last name was the same as mine so that was cool. Ludo is getting A lot more Friendly with me and that is very nice.. i love that little guy. Today we also got a Betta fish and We named him Master Betta :D . After work we got ice cream like we do every tuesday and then ate dinner and went to the Jacuzzi it was so nice. I am very excited to see Alex this weekend. Also My room in Complete.. the boys came by and helped me get the Canopy up above the room and its like home now.. anyway ill write more later. :D

2009.3.23-Monday

lots has been happening, Alex had Spring break and i saw him lots and he was sweet and bought me Flowers for our Nine Month anniversary. Then on the weekend we moved, It took two days to get everything and my stupid Canopy will not hang int the ceiling because it is Concrete which is nice but now we have to drill them in to get it to hang which i will do because its hard to sleep without the Canopy. Friends came out and helped us move and i want to thank them all, Isaac, Josiah, Lucy, Justin, Nicole, Tyler. You are all amazing and i am so lucky to have you fools around. Cable was hooked up today and now everything is getting put together.. My mom is still wasting her time with Bob which is not a surprise.. but i am getting sick of it. oh well.. Also today i added a new member to the family, A baby hairless Rat named Ludo.

2009.3.16- Monday

Recently things have been ok.. i am still randomly sick and i dont know what is the cause of it but its very annoying. Me and Alex are on better terms but he still tends to mess up like this past weekend. I am pushing toward Groom school more and more which is nice, I could use the money to go to MCC that i make Grooming and still have a Great job while doing it. I Am seriously tired of people Pretending they know ANYTHING about Korean music and culture.. People talking like they will ever meet or have ANY chance with any member or the band/ Group. In some cases i am positive that they would NEVER sleep with you even if they were drunk.. Sad , Mean but completely true. And the whole watching every Video they ever post is ridiculous. i mean yes i LOVE korean music but i also have a job and a life outside of the internet and such. People that dont even attempt to learn the language piss me off the most.. i have been teaching myself korean for almost 2 years now and have been to the country so i kind of already have the upper hand on most of you. So give it a rest and stop trying to show me up its pathetic and you need to get your own life and hobbies and stop copying mine. Again this is not to everyone and ill give you a hint the person isnt on my Myspace Friends list but she does live near me. Anyway.. hope you all have a good week. I move this saturday :D

2009.3.11- Wednesday,

Lately things have been very tense between me and Alex. We have been fighting like cats and dogs and its mainly over his Choices and his lack of communication as well as understanding.. Its something we will work through but its going to take a lot of time.. we are of different ages and mind sets and he is a boy so clearly he will forget a lot of things and over look them easily. Yesterday i was in a good mood and donated money to a deaf man that was selling sing language education cards to earn a living so i gave him some money and got one of the cards.. that night i must have eaten something that made me really sick i felt over heated and felt as though i would throw up. I didnt get to sleep till late.. and then was up at like 6 or 7 because i had the worst cramps i have had in a long time.. They would not let me go back to sleep at all.. it was awful.. Then at about 8 i get a call from Amy at work and the new girl has called in sick.. its super annoying that new people think they can just take time off when they are in their Probationary period at work.. She already has ALL of next week of which she should not have been able to do.. its so annoying.. i has to work an 11-7 which i have never worked more than 6 hours before and i dont like to because i get really tired and really ill working to much.. However i am thinking of starting groom school in august i think it is a better route in the long run and ill be able to make the money i need to pay for regular college by grooming.. Anyway Amy was a sweetie and bought me lunch for coming in early and that Arby's tasted better than it ever has.. oh man.. well ill write again soon. Bye bye

2009.3.4-wednesday

Why does Arizona SUCK so much.. God I want to move away from this State so badly and one day i will. I am thinking Washington or Oregon.. I love the rain and i CANT stand the heat anymore. Anyway today was boring as always just cleaned the groom salon and went home. Now i am hungry Sick and just wanting a fun and exciting life that i cant get here. I think ill Pack up some stuff tonight. I mean we move in about 2 weeks. the only bad thing is that the Cable and internet wont be on for a few days after we get there and that is BALLS. the only life i have is on the internet sadly and without it there is nothing. I guess ill just set up my room and watch DVD's or something. Swim,work out, Hell ill even go to the library if i have to, to use the internet. See ya soon when something else happens.

2009.3.3-Tuesday

I went to the doctor Last night and waited for an hour to talk to the doctor then got my prescription and left. As always its another UTI and i am so sick of being sick. Right now my back is in pain and my Chest for some reason that i dont understand. Work was boring and i am tired today. I am still set in my mind that Spring break sucks and i am tired of changes being made. But as Nicole called it Alex will run home to his mommy and then leave for his Fun Vactaion that i cant be apart of. I really am tired of it.. It almost sucks being so in love with an 18 year old. I dunno i love the boy to death but this never seeing him crap is getting really old.
Oh well .. I got my pics back from my New awesome camera so ill post a nice pic of my Cat HISA.

TTYL

2009.3.1-Sunday

We found out yesterday that we were approved for our apartment so that is a big, big weight off or our shoulders. Tomorrow i have to call the doctor and make an appointment, Another UTI.
But lately things have been falling into place and i love that. I am happy with things and i hope soon once all the crazy work is done Alex will be happy again. I miss him.. Whenever he is gone its hard to want to do anything i love his company, and having him make me laugh. He is my everything and i know i want him always.
Anyway ill put up some pics of the new apartment soon :D