2009.2.25-Wednesday

Today was probably one of the worst days i have had in a while.. I am trying to find alternative places for me to live if the Apartment application falls through. So i am Stressed about that and i Woke up Pissed of that my mom could Yet again take back that Piece of shit boyfriend of hers.. I know if we live together he will hate me and i dont care.. i will not act like i like him or act civil to a little boy that lied to my mom for 5 months and has no balls whatsoever. I am done with his bullshit but my mom is still Stupid enough to deal with it and that is her own business but she can't expect me to like him or even be civil to him because i wont. I also hate that the new girl cant ask a simple question like " does the dog need a haircut" because when i come in a two and there is a dog for me to groom and she says its just a batha dn i go to the trouble of washing it just to have the owner (whos Bf happens to be an old classmate of mine) wanted it to have a hair cut i get the blame for it.. And if i serioulsy have to clean up the Piss after her dog one more day i am going to scream.. She brings the dog to work but doesnt take it out and then leaves it in the kennel all day ITS GOING TO PISS!! Ughh i am so sick of feeling like at any moment ill be homeless and not have a place to go, Not enough money to go there, and no car to get there.. its not fun and my BF doesnt get why i am so depressed all the time and feel like a loser.

2009.2.22-Sunday

Yesterday was fun the festival was good i liked it.. Today is boring but last night i went to a family party with Nicole. We have been hanging out a lot more like we used to and i love it. I have really missed her, I mean she is my best friend. It was a good night minus the Skeeser that was all up on us and we were running away.. Though i was sick to my stomach all night and still today. But i have been eating plain foods and hopefully it will pass soon. I will get the pics from the festival and upload them on my Myspace and you can see the Epic Faggotry that was around the Matsuri Festival. anyway until then Ta- Ta

2009.2.21-Saturday

Today was a good day. I woke up pretty cranky and Alex was being lazy and it was so hard to get him out of bed more than anything. We got to the festival just in time to make fun of loads of Narutards and cosplay fails. We shopped a bit and ate, then we got some shaved ice which was good. After then we said good bye and Alex and I left to meet my dad and brother for lunch. We ate at johnny rockets and then went to Gameworks and played some games. it was really nice seeing my dad i havent seen him since Christmas day.. He gave us some money to help out with food here and also some money to get the 2nd car up and runing again.. he is amazing. he lost everything and still he is willing to help us so we dont lose everything too. I love my dad even if our relationship has changed Drastically. Anyway Alex has to leave because his mom is feeling neglected by him like he doenst come home anymore. I feel its kind of a mother not wanting to let got of her baby boy yet.. like she is not the main woman in his life so that will take time to break.. But its ok i can deal with it.I saw Kelynn today for the first time in like 2 years it was nice she is still the biggest sweetie ever.. And thanks to Justin for my awesome phone dangly.

Ill write more soon when i have more to write about.

2009.2.19-Thursday

Today was a pretty good day. Spent some time with my mom and that is always fun. Nicole had to go do family stuff so my mom took me to get my tattoo done today. i love it it shows my love for Big Bang and it is me, All my tattoos are music related so i thought i would finish it up and get that one too. i love it. Ulysis is getting very good for teaching himself to tattoo. I am very happy with it. anyway i might see my dad this weekend after the matsuri festival for lunch so that will be nice..
ill keep you updated on all of that fun stuff however my brother just bought his new house and i am super excite for them. they want to raise horses so next time i will be able to ride :D

anyway here is a pic of the new tattoo.

2009.2.18-Wednesday

Today is my 8th month anniversary with my Boyfriend and i am just not having a good day.. Not only have i been feeling sick to my stomach lately. but Since Alex's Idiotic Partner in class missed a Day of school because her Roommates' boyfriend cheated on her, He cant come back and see me this weekend and go to the Matsuri festival. Im sorry if its just your room mate and not your best friend .. GO TO CLASS if you have a Project that someone elses grade gets affected by your absence You go.. Your room mate can call her best frined or soemone else.. So since that idiot didnt go to class he has to spend the weekend he should be with me.. with her.. Stupid cunt. Anyway I am so pissed it not even funny.. Hopefully tomorrow ill be getting a new Tattoo.

Until then Bye bye

2009.2.16- Monday

This weekend was nice. The dinner went well and Alex liked his gift.. It was an Engraved set of Dog tags with " i love you, Alex" and "6-18-2008" on the other. He got me an amazing Camera . i love it i am so excited to get more pics taken on it.. Work on Sunday was amazing i Made 207$ in sales, and i made about 81$ in Commission and its about 30$ i get in my check so i am happy about that..
My cat is getting better so i have stopped worrying about him, I am sooooo Thankful for Mary and the antibiotics that she gave me for the baby kittie.. I really am happy these days, its be wonderful seeing alex so much i love being with him more than anything. And this weekend we will go to the Matsuri festival and have lots of fun.. Oh in about 2 weeks i am getting another tattoo in dedication to Big Bang so i am super excited for that.. I just bought a Big Bang shirt for 50$ crazy i know but i had to have it.. anyway.. Jon and Kate will be on soon.. See ya

2009.2.13-Friday

So today i got into a debate about my posting a picture of Kim Jong Il from team america in a forum with the title "I fucking Rove Twiright" which is how he talking the the movie and some 28 year old idiot comes in and tells me i have no respect and that i show no post things like that again and that i am rude and am being racist, Which is completely Ignorant because If American television will Broad cast such Movies and tv shows with this material they dont consider it Racist they consider it COMEDY which this moron clearly doenst understand.. Then later after her Entire high and mighty " you should do that its offensive" bullshit she calls me Dee DEE DEE which is a term used against Mentally Handicapped people. Are you kidding me this woman is ridiculous. Please get out of my forum with that bullshit if you can't at least make some sense.

anyway i got Alex a great gift but ill explain it later hehe..<33

My cat on the other hand has licked himself a new cut that is oozing puss and so i had to buy him a cone for his head.. its so sad i hate seeing him that way :(.